Last Day of 2010

再多两个小时，2010年就结束了。不管是开心还是难过，希望在2011年，能更珍惜知己所拥有的。


最开心的：

等了4年，终于感受到拿花红的喜悦。超乎想象的多。


最感动的：

看着姐姐一步一步的从酒楼迈进，甜蜜与幸福的笑容，我相信她已找到属于她的幸福。


最难过的：

公公患了癌症，所剩的日子已不多了。。


最遗憾的：

我并不是你所要找的。

I am Who I M - 2010

Time flies, 2010 will end with another 9 days..

Though i always bising want to diet but then hor not much different pun...gonna work harder for next year...

LOMA - 290

Double celebration for today. First, pass my second paper with distinction,last but not least, got my year end bonus... Hu hu..

After tears and bitter, is over NOW...

WHat NEXT...company big clossing is coming...Thats make me hate DECEMBER the most...

梁靜茹 - 問

累了。。。

真的好累，很想放弃。。

我还能撑到多久。

Welcome to Lee's family

27 Nov 2010 : Wedding Dinner @ Royal China, Ipoh














The dinner was going on smoothly, though HICCUP here and there but thank GOD, it's under control. Love to see everyone gather together,blessing and giving wishes to the lovely couple.



1st Dec 2010 : Wedding ceremony @ Pahang

我不要做lala...

昨天，满心期待的到了理发店，誓要把一头乌黑的头发上一上色，挑了很久，选了个满暗的颜色。一个小时后，我的天呀！

整个头都是金黄色，我不要做lala，也不走lala路线。。结果整晚都失眠。

今天，鼓起勇气，到了别的理发店，将一头lala look,改回原来的黑色。

这就叫原点。

讨厌

From the very begining till now, am not really keen on my new boss, to me he is fake and abusing his power type of boss.

He is my first male boss . People says that male boss is always easy handle than female boss, at least they are not 'bossy' and not 'fussy'. Too bad, he is just way worse than what i thought a male boss could be.

Last friday, was having an emergency department meeting, discussing on leave issue. He is questioning my long leave on coming wednesday and my exam leave in December. For your information, my department is not allowed to take leave in December due to big closing. WTF, come on, i have applied my leave 7 months before and the exam date was fixed by HR, he suppose to fuck my previous boss who apporved my leave and the HR who scheduled my exam in December. He shoulg go and question those who keep their leave till end of the year rather than to those who already get special approval long prior to that. He really made me mad and i was black face the whole day. He sence it and came to me after the meeting, but SORRY, that's too late, we should bear with the consequences on what we have done. SORRY FOR NO CURE.

He better dont come closer to me else he will suffer. I swear, i will not help him in a single thing. I'm waiting how he could achieved his turn around time during my absence.

Happy Birthday to Myself

再多两个小时就是本人的生日，愿公公婆婆早日康复，爸爸妈妈身体健康，姐姐新婚快乐，也愿你的胎儿稳定。

Bad News!!!

Went back to hometown to attend a wedding dinner, right after the dinner, go to see grandpa. While going through the report, Oh My GOD, it's stated "
Mucinous Adenocarcinoma"..It's one type of colon rectal cancer.

75 year old patient with diebetes, i don't think doctor will recomment to do the operation and chemotherapy. In other words, is counting his time...:(

Hopefully with the balance of diet, he can live longer. Grandpa, jia you...i'm here to hold your hand..Let's make it through.

I will survive!

On diet for almost 3 weeks, everytime pass by KFC and MCD will make me suffer."i'm not loving it'. Am a chicken lover, KFC is one of my favourite fast food, cant resist ..Working so hard but only able to slim donw for one kg, worth it or not? that's what my colleague always say.

For a better health or a better appearance ? no matter what it is..at least look good once in my life time...standing in front of the crowd confidently..doakan ...

Bali Here i Come !!!

Finally i managed to get my Bali tickets this morning with RM240.

BALI, see you on 3 Oct 2011...:)

Pray Hard

I know i'm greedy but can U (GOD) make him recover again?

He is my only grandpa..please dont bring him go while we are counting down for my sister wedding...PLease don't .

Bitch you are...

I : Did you buy anything from Italy?
B : Not much, some LV and CUCCI bags. Not much to choose.
I : Speechless~~~

Sometimes i really dont understand why those people like to 'sai mang'. I mean come on, do inform me early, at least i can prepare some sunblock with the higest SPV, else will easily get sun burn.

Or maybe they just want to update their current 'Status'to alert me how 'wealth ' they are.. Benci dou sei..

Small potato like me always get bullied...命好苦

男人。。女人

快乐 2010 2010

原来这样贵

昨天带了妈妈去购物广场血拼，为姐姐的结婚作最后准备。




原来晚礼服可以这样贵。。但第一眼就觉得很适合，所以并没有考虑太久，从选到买，整个过程都不超过二十分钟。。

希望你会喜欢我第一次挑选的晚礼服。

把你的手交给我吧，相信我的眼光。

誓必要将打扮得雍容华贵。。就当我送你的奖励。

Never ...Love...Again

Never say ' I LOVE YOU' if you are not
Never talk about feeling if it doest exist
Never look in the eye when you are teling lie
Never promise if you cant fullfill it

Love is not about 'yourself' but 'together'
Love is not about 'where are you' but 'im right here for you'
Love is not about 'i wish you were' but 'i'm thankful you are'
Love is not about 'it's your fault' but 'i'm sorry'

Love hurts when you are breakup with someone but it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. It hurts the most when the person your truely love doesnt know how you feel to her.

我接受不到咯！

Finally finished watching local movie “ Ice Kacang Puppy Love” . What a nice movie. I personally like it . The movie reminds us on the feeling of first love. Sweet yet bitter and finally it’s become part of the memories. It’s a simple movie yet strong message. Touch my heart deeply especially Ah Niu had an accident while rushing to the bus stop to hand over the love letter to Lee SinJie. Why is he pulling back?

Last week was a busy week, closing follow another. The whole week drive me crazy. First, has to decide whether to accept the offer transfer to HQ, boss told me it was proposed by my ex boss. I do not know how true is that, two possibilities, is either he wanted to set me out or m really a good staff that worth the transferring. 我接受不到咯！

Secondly, has to get a replacement of live band member to perform on my sister wedding night. The previous group was turning down the offer in last minutes due to the tight schedule of their member. I was like WTF. Its one and a half month left.

Third, received a stupid email from one of the AM in HQ questioning on certain procedure..come on, that’s not my fault ok…But come to my surprise when both of my seniors weren’t support me..that’s make me realized that how cruel a human can be…Benci

Gala Nite - Annual Dinner

昨天出席了公司的年度晚宴。。好几个人生的第一次就这样的奉献了。。。

第一次出席千人宴
第一次走红地毯
第一次在六星酒楼用餐 - MandarinOriental
第一次近距离接触大马偶像- JacVictor

虽然食物比没有想像中好吃，幸运抽奖也没我的份但依然很开心，见到好多熟习与陌生的面孔。

New Toy

HTC Wildfire, Model A3333..m new toy..:)

保佑您

“我快要走了，你还没回来吗？”

公公这番话把我给吓坏了。。

到了医院，公公握着我的手，吩咐我他的钱在哪儿。。。“公公就快不行了，看不到姐姐结婚，帮我把准备好的项链交给她”不听话的眼泪崩溃的掉了。

从以前开始，每个下午，公公都会骑着他的摩托车来我家一趟，哪怕是闲聊还是有要事。所以对公公并不陌生。。

还记得当年大学毕业，公公送了我一枚金戒指。。虽然并不昂贵但对没有经济能力的公公来说，可是一笔额外的开销。

看着你躺在病床上，我才感受到什么是无能为力。

我能为你做些什么呢？

感叹！

下星期就要出席一位好友的婚礼。我并不期待但还得出席。。毕竟，新娘真的帮了我太多太多，尤其是在母亲生病时。好多年前的事，但我还历历在目。

因为出席者都不认识吗？非也。。彼此都是认识十多年的朋友，以前所谓的好朋友，现在只能称得上朋友。。感叹！

有时在想，到底是什么问题。是心态上还是环境所带来的后遗症？

或许是因为生活习惯，工作环境，社交，朋友群的不同而造成友谊从浓便淡。

- Godiva Chocolate -

超爱巧克力的我又有新发现，Godiva.

味道不会太甜，入口即化，但是价钱就。。贵到。。。






Wishing all of all you 'Selamat Hari Raya' and enjoy your holiday.

Matta Fair 回来了

刚从matta fair 回来，累到。。。

人山人海，说什么经济不好，那只是老板不愿加薪的借口。

比较了很久，还是选择了它。。

Harris Riverview Kuta

4 Days 3 nights Bali Full Board Trip

Day 1 : Uluwatu Temple, Dinner @ JImbara Beach.

Day 2 : Kintamani Valcano, Barong Dance , Ubud Handicraft, Tampak Siring Temple.

Day 3 : Bedegul, Tanah Lot, Spa

Day 4 : Massage, Shopping, Bye Bye




All these only cost 1450 for 2 pax... :)

Unbelievable!

每天吵着减肥的我，竟然胖了。。

Why ! tell me why!

嫁妆

这整个月都在为姐姐的婚礼做准备，都把所有的一切给搞定了。

选了很久，也逛了大大小小的广场，终于选了以下这一套项链。





希望姐姐会喜欢。

忙完姐姐的婚礼，也该准备即将来临的考试。。。愿天 bo bi

Sister Wedding Pictures

Never thought of my sister can be so pretty...but then hor, that make up artist really can fire de la...one type of make up shoot da whole day..luckily sister and i inherit my parents good gene...you know what i mean la..hehe